Breaking up the Cytherea
I heard her ribs crack beneath my hammer. It was time. I think she knew it too but maybe hoped I’d let her stay, repair the gaping seams, go back to when we’d pull each other further out and faster till we found the dreaming edge and balanced on a wave that meant to take us under.
I let the hammer fall again. Even though, just for a moment there, I could have sworn she still looked perfect, each curve smooth as when we met. Funny, how the light twists sometimes, in your eyes. It must have been the rain, although I never felt it falling.
Afterwards, I stood there in the smoke till there was nothing left of her but splinters under my skin.
Claire Quigley
From Flarestack: Obsessed with Pipework, a quarterly poetry magazine. By permission of the poet. |